Well, I haven't been that active lately. Here are the reasons:
-School + me = GINORMOUSLY HUGE PILES OF HOMEWORK I NEED TO CLIMB EVERY DAY. thus, killing my mood horribly.
-No muse (due to dreaded school)
-life drama, drama, drama (I did NOT ask for the drama llama to drop into my life, by the way)


...

and that's just about it. School did this to meeeeeee!!!!!

oh yes, i almost forgot. I've also gotten a new program called Corel VideoStudio X2 (X2 = 12)

and it ROCKS and it RULES! It's a totally awesome, simple yet powerful, movie-editing program. And my time has been completely consumed making a Warriors AMV (Warriors as in Erin Hunter).

and I tried to start a Bleach AMV using moving pictures...and well...
it downloaded fine and then **thbbtt** it totally looked crappy with no moving pics. I don't think my computer, which is very likely around 5-6 years old (ick), has the graphics card to display the movie. CRAP CRAP CRAP.

anyways, over the thanksgiving break, my BFFL (I have several) and I went to see New Moon.

And before I get any farther into this story, I AM NOT A CRAZED TWILIGHT FANGIRL.

So anyways, we went to Logans for dinner, and I (fake)'-proposed' to her with a roll. So now we are (fake) married! (jk, not really. the kind of personality she and i have allow us to be fake married. i am NOT lesbian).

See, the kind of personality I have is the kind who says random stuff that pops into their mind and has random spazz moments most likely caused by the touch of ADHD that they have. The comments I make are bound to make everyone standing around me burst out laughing.

Where I live, with the girls I hang out with, it is actually considered normal to 'fake marry' each other. this is only if we have a strong friendship.

Yeah I know. My friends and I a freaks, weirdos, whatever you call them. I'm proud of it so thank you for the compliments.

Okay so ANYWAYS, before I totally got completely off topic defending myself for something I probably won't even be criticized about, we celebrated our 'marraige' by buying HUMONGOUS jawbreaks before the movie (mine was multi-colored ). It took me FRICKIN 4 HOURS to finish my jaw breaker! Meaning I was working on it all throughout the movie and after it. my tongue hurt.

SpAzZ (my inner spazzing self): TAYLOR LAUTNER IS SO FRIGGIN HOTTTT!!!!
Me: yeah yeah, I know, but you don't need to spazz over it.
SpAzZ: YEAH, BUT WHEN HE TAKES OFF HIS SHIRT! HE'S RIPPED! and he looks so cute ((**SPOILER ALERT FOR THE NEXT PHRASE**)) IN HIS WOLF FORM!!!!!!


Me: O...kay...

*minute of silence**

Me: OMFGZ HE IS SO HOT! I ABSOLUTELY <3 YOU JACOB BLACK!!!!!

Me: ... wait...

Me: damn you SpAzZ!!!!!

SpAzZ:
Me: Why do you always make me spazz out in front of people? Do you ENJOY tormenting my soul?
SpAzZ: No.... (secret thoughts: I will doom you 4evahhhhh!!! )
Me: GRARRRRR!

SpAzZ: gack!

Me: Muwahahaha! Victory is mineee!





So where was I?

Well, anyways, dunno where that came from.

That's just about all I can think of at the moment.

If you have read this far, I congratulate thee with a gold medal:

I would go through all of the Animes I'm reading/watching, but I'm just too lazy. Deal with it, if you would, plz.

~Nanaku

ps. here's a poem I read that was kinda sad, so DON'T forget to appreciate you mother!



I Cried Because of This

When you were inside your mom's tummy,
your mom suffered the pain that you gave to her,
and you thanked her by kicking her all day long.


When you were 1 year old,
your mom celebrated the first birthday of you,
you thanked her by crying all day long.


When you were 2 years old,
your mom started teaching you how to talk,
you thanked her by saying ummmumumumumamamama.


When you were 3 years old,
your mom brought you to the park,
you thanked her by running around the pond, and chasing the ducks.


When you were 4 years old,
your mom bought you some toys,
you thanked her by breaking the toys on the next day.


When you were 5 years old,
your mom bought you a story book and read it to you,
you thanked her by ripping it piece to piece.


When you were 6 years old,
your mom sent you to the kindergarten, so that you can start making friends,
but you thanked her by fighting with your classmate.


When you were 7 years old,
your mom made you a very nice lunch for the first day of school,
you thanked her by throwing your foods around the class.


When you were 8 years old,
your mom handed you an ice cream,
you thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.


When you were 9 years old,
she paid for piano lessons,
you thanked her by never even bothering to practice.


When you were 10 years old she drove you all day,
from soccer to football to one birthday party after another,
you thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.


When you were 11 years old,
she took you and your friends to the movies,
you thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.


When you were 12 years old,
she warned you not to watch certain TV shows,
you thanked her by waiting until she left the house.


When you were 13 years old,
she suggested a haircut that was becoming,
you thanked her by telling her she had no taste.


When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp,
you thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.


When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug,
you thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.


When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car,
you thanked her by taking it every chance you could.


When you were 17, she was expecting an important call,
you thanked her by being on the phone all night.


When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation,
you thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.


When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition,
drove you to campus carried your bags. You
thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm
so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.


When you were 25, she helped to pay for your
wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply
she loved you. You thanked her by moving
halfway across the country.


When you were 50, she fell ill and
needed you to take care of her.
You thanked her by reading about
the burden parents become to their
children.


And then, one day, she quietly died.
And everything you never did came
crashing down like thunder on
YOUR HEART..


If you love your MOM & you thank her deeply,
repost this bulletin saying "I Cried Because Of This"

If you don't...
then you obviously don't care if your mom dies

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